I don't really know what to make of Raffles Nite. I've never felt comfortable in a Raffles crowd unless it was Odac. And here I was again... It's strange though that so many people actually recognised me (maybe they were bluffing) but I just couldn't for the life of me remember who they were. And then there were my friends (non Rafflesians from Imperial and I haven't a clue what they were doing there) shouting out my name and making me turn beetroot. How do you make these people understand that back in junior college I was a quiet mousy person who kept a reasonably low profile? I think I'm just uncomfortable trying to blend my malaysian self with my RJ self. It just doesn't work. It seems as if I'm completely two different people!